12 Rules For Monk Mode #5: Play By The Rules

This is the fifth of a 12-part series remixing Jordan Peterson’s book 12 Rules For Life, one chapter a week to coincide with the 12 weeks remaining for my one year celibacy vow. We can argue all we like, but the fact is we have new rules in our society. Why else did we go MGTOW? The legal rulesContinue reading “12 Rules For Monk Mode #5: Play By The Rules”

Into The Depths of Desire – Dry Fasting + No Fap Hard Mode/Monk

This blog post was originally published on 3/24/20 on my website. I’ve been Playing on the Hardest Difficulty on my diet and especially on No Fap, which I’ve recently hit a major check point on past the 30 day mark. Technically, the last PMO was 79 days ago, but the reason why I’m highlighting thisContinue reading “Into The Depths of Desire – Dry Fasting + No Fap Hard Mode/Monk”

Losing My Compass – Relapse, Desire and Dissatisfaction on No Fap

My No-Fap High Scores List 1st – 163 Days 2nd – 129 Days 3rd – 101 (latest) The first draft of this story was difficult to write. After a relapse, I had no real sense or conclusion on the matter. Moments after the relapse happened, I remember saying to myself “I don’t even know whoContinue reading “Losing My Compass – Relapse, Desire and Dissatisfaction on No Fap”

5 Tips for Starting and Surviving No Fap [100 Days Update]

I realized my previous No-Fap updates might have been too advanced, so I have reflected on these past 100 days to offer some useful advice for the No-Fap newbies out there, and a new perspective for current practitioners to reach new heights. Tip #1: The Zenkai Boost I’ve used this analogy before, but a lotContinue reading “5 Tips for Starting and Surviving No Fap [100 Days Update]”

Fasting and Abstinence Raises Your Baseline and Purifies Your Subconscious

With both food and sex, I have refrained and practiced self-control, and it has now come to a point where I require a higher quality source to indulge in those behaviors.

Finding The Wall: Plateaued Productivity and Leaving Monk Mode

I was afraid when I first started Monk Mode. I was afraid that I would find toiling away in solitude more preferable to socializing in mainstream society, and that I would find some knowledge, whether about myself or about the world, that would never allow me to return to normal everyday relationships with friends, family,Continue reading “Finding The Wall: Plateaued Productivity and Leaving Monk Mode”

Is There More To Life? (Than Just Food and Sex)

“Is there more to life?” Is exactly what I asked myself, turning away from a very physically beautiful woman walking by me down the street. What prompted this question was simply the sheer distraction I suffered from observing her, as my hormones locked in and generated the idea that being with a woman like herContinue reading “Is There More To Life? (Than Just Food and Sex)”